Showing posts with label About Me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label About Me. Show all posts

Thursday, 4 August 2016

The smell of my childhood


Childhood...one of the most innocent part of human life. Memories which we accumulate during that period will never be forgotten: whether those are sweet or grievous. 
 My childhood memories are following me everywhere, every time, Have you ever thought, that as we get old we remember our childhood time more and more? And those memories become clear day by day, or even we can see them in our dreams. Even if I live thousands kilometers far from the place I was born, nothing matters, those memories are always with me and I want to keep them, keep them deep in to my long term memory, because this is the only thing which I can do with them, just keep. 
 I can not touch to those memories, but I can feel the smell of them. When I close my eyes and I see the scene, I can feel the smell as well. 

I feel the smell of 1990's cold, dark smell. But I see the metal stove in which pieces of woods slowly smolder, and on the top of the stove I see roasted potato planks. Oh that potato smell...No any dish has that simple, but the most delicious smell.

 I see the wheat fields of my village, when  wind moves the spikes, it seems like a huge green ocean. It feels like a paradise in early morning, when dew covers the fields and I can breath the fresh smell of the awakening nature. 

But I remember how it changes in autumn, when everything covered with golden yellow. I  use to walk in to this fields and take their unlimited freedom. 

I remember the smell of fresh backed lavash, eating with fresh vegetables, cheese and cold tan, by siting just next to the tandoor. I haven't had this chance so often, if not only when I was in my grandmother's home. 

 I feel the smell of cherry blossom in our orchard, and how butterflies and bees were flying on it.

  
Smells of my childhood are a lot, every memory has its own specific smell: beautiful and sweet. Though my childhood has coincided with the period, when my country had lot of problems,: war, earthquake,  dilapidated economy, however  in my memories those days will always stay shiny and colorful. 

Saturday, 30 July 2016

It's hard to be an Armenian


One day my Mexican friend has asked me: "How it feels to be an Armenian? You are from such a small country, some people doesn't know even where your country is located."
To understand how it feels to be Armenian, you have to born Armenian.
Being Armenian is not just nationality, every Armenian comes this world with some mission.
Do you want to understand how it feels to be Armenian?, just look in to my eyes, they can tell you more then my tongue does. What you can see there?


Do you see this child? Ask him about genocide, I am sure he knows what it means. When you come this world as Armenian you have some information which comes with your Armenian gene. May be your parents will never tell you about those things, but somehow you will know it. You come with your latent grief, which you can see in every Armenian's eyes.
Armenian children grow up fast, they understand the world very quickly, they know what it means to miss someone, to be in distance,  to struggle day and night for piece of bread. to fight against to violence.
If you have born Armenian it means you are a part of society, You have to live your life with unwritten rules which are followed by centuries. It means you have the most beautiful family, where always love and care is dominated, and it doesn't matter even if your family lives divided, because they need to sacrifice for your good education and bright future, and still you will have strongest bonds within all your family members.No any distance can destroy bonds between Armenians.
If you are Armenian you have the most amazing mother in this world, which will care about you till last breath of her life.
 If you are Armenian, you are strong since your birth, and that power you get from your land, because your land is sacred. It's  land of Noah, it's land of first christian nation.


 We, Armenians are very close but also very fare from each other.
 When we fight against to our enemies we are united, when there is peace we start dividing.
We always have feeling of nostalgia, because there is always someone outside from our families.Or even we are outside from our country. And this feeling  never leave us, because there is no chance to be united. And the most painful part of Armenian destiny is that we can not find a peace in  motherland, we are strangers in our own country. Since we born we fight for our right , for freedom, for peace, for non violence, sometime with outer enemy, sometime with inner, but the result is the same : there is no change.
 We are the best or  worst, we can not be in the middle. Its hard to be an Armenian, but I am proud to be Armenian.


Love and Peace

Sunday, 24 July 2016

Welcome to My Blog


Hello everyone, Welcome to my blog.
 My name is Lianna Beglaryan . I was born in Armenia (about my country I will write later on), in small, beautiful town called Martuni. Its a place located near to lake Sevan.
 I am a forth child in my family, my father is a historian and my mother is an economist.My parents have given us all their support for our education.
 I have graduated school in Martuni and I have moved to Yerevan to continue my education.
Four years I have studied in Armenian State Pedagogical University.In last year (2007-2008)of my study I was ready to finish my education and go to my town, but there was something different waiting for me, which has changed the wind of my life to blow differently (about this I will write later on).
 After graduation I have started to work and  learn English and try to explore world differently.Later on,  I have started to participate in online courses from "EDX" Organization.This organization was new and it was having only six courses and I was taking two of them.  When I got my first certificate from "EDX" it was not only certificate, but also motivation for me to try new challenges.I decided to try new programs and develop new knowledge and skills.
 My first step was  "ITEC" scholarship program, by which I have came to India and have studied in NIIT. It was a great experience for me, because I got many friends, had increased my English knowledge, had a nice trip, met people from different cultures.
 Since 2013 I have moved to India to work and stay here. I was working as an Assistant Professor in University. And later on I have moved to Delhi and was working as a Marketing Manager.
 In 2014 I left my job and started to do MBA with specialization  Human Resource Management.I have already graduated and got my degree.
 In 2015 I was selected to participate in  Fellowship Program in Thailand , where I was presenting India.
 Now, I have plans for different projects but all about this will write in near future.
I am married, but don't have kids yet.
Thank You for Your patience. Let's start this journey together.


Love and Peace